Whistling To Myself

from CELLAR DOOR by ERUERS

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Tackling depression & suicide & what it means when all you have is your thoughts telling you the worst.
But soon over coming the odds, because you would rather last out than go out

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I could walk into the sands
Never coming back again
Seeing all eyes look at me
Which ones do I refrain
Strange speech take comfort away
Leave minds silently weak
Distance grows larger each day
Where words are hard to speak

Tell a story of a past
Where rules have no name
Nails scratching at the walls
Sliced on a broken frame
The blood spills down on the floor
Seeing reflections lost
Rippling away where visions can't see
My life would be the only cost

Walking, I'm walking
In the field of echoed sleep
Walking, I'm walking
Resting on feathered keep

I could die a thousand times
And be forgotten in every brain
Where no syllables utter me
My body has no remains
An urge that's fought too much
The chance to disappear
Away from the loneliness
Rotten sadness and tears

Walking, I'm walking
Shadows fighting for my eyes
Walking, I'm walking
In the valley where darkness lies

But I know I shouldn't give up
There's so much more to be
Stopping now would crush the chapel
Of my own destiny
The structure would be lost
To the sands of time
Lessened to only thoughts of others
And tears not mine

Walking, I'm walking
To where I want to be
Walking, I'm walking
With hands clutching at me
Walking, I'm walking
Being there all the while
Walking, I'm walking
Among the flesh heap of smiles

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from CELLAR DOOR, released January 10, 2023

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